I have had the worst headache all day today...it finally peaked at about 6pm. I've been throwing up and dry heaving for about 5 hours :( Honsetly, I am pretty sure it is stress induced. Time to get shit together. I can't and won't live like this. I like having money, I like feeling secure...actually, I require it. I'm not cut out for stress and bullshit.
Hopefully my plan works out. I'm going to pull this off. You wait and see.
I hope that certian things that are going on right now are just temporary. Sometimes I wonder if I let too much time in my life pass me by with the "benefit of the doubt" theory.
Nothing changes if nothing changes..and people can SAY anything. I'm more of a "let me see you in action, then I'll believe what's coming out of your mouth" type of girl.
I don't know. I just don't feel good, and it is bringing the "stinker" out of me.
I better go to bed.
