Boomtastic

So I'm sitting here with my kids, I realized a month ago that I haven't been posting here lately, anyway...I guess I desided that now is the time, when my kids are absorbed in some inappropriate cartoon about a family with a gay alien. Instead of policing what they are doing and watching, I decided to write here, where my thoughts go nowhere, no one reads this, and it really means nothing. Yet, here I am. Mother of the year.
I'm not sure what is going on with me lately. I feel like I use to be so much better at "doing life". I feel mega, super lazy lately. I will go about doing things here at the house, but then feel like I haven't acomplished anything at all. I feel like I am just spinning my wheels. It is a very stagnant feeling, and for someone who thrives off personal growth, it is a horrible feeling. I'm not sure what I am supposed to be doing right now. My kids are getting older, I don't work, my house isn't generally too messy, and I have a boyfriend. I think I will feel better when I get back into school again. I just don't want my brain turning into mush.mushy mush mushin mush, what a funny word, mush. Aaaaanyway... I should get back to my kids, and my dishes, and shit.
Peas out...for now.